Monday, April 16, 2012

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Finding solitude is sometimes difficult, so I don't often seek it.  But today I needed some time to think and move away from all the noise and confusion of the house.  I spent some time out on the front stoop enjoying the flowers in the new flower beds. It was the warmest day of the year so far about 90 degrees.  It was too hot for April.  Sometimes you just need to think and you wish that you could leave it all behind and go away, but in your heart if you look real deep you know you want to be right where you are, you just need a break.  A break from all the questions, dinner duties, dirty bathrooms, floors that longed to be mopped, cobwebs that need to be dusted, clothes that need washed and all the other stuff that are on the priority list.  ......And you really wonder if that will really happen.......   because when reality hits and you return from your break no matter how long or short,  it will still be there because you are the mom, the master of all those duties.

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